Curious Beyond Belief

Curious beyond belief Desperate to be good Too stubborn to follow rules That many say I should Though I talk to You each morn I question it every day But hopefully You understand If You made me this way SWD 06/2018 Updated 01/2021

Research

Research is often Not about what you find But what you don’t find And life has felt Very much the same way Constantly searching For my place and meaning And finding it more helpful To figure out Where I don’t fit Than where I do SWD 01/2021

FTX

I made it to one year on testosterone Transitioning has been a complete surprise I assumed, at the beginning, that it would feel like giving up a part of myself Or erasing the past to make way for my future I was prepared for it to feel like a raging battle within my soul Instead,…

Statistic

There are statistics About people like me and I often wonder On what side of the bell curve Will all my friends and I fall SWD 11/2020

Untitled

Smoke brushed my fingers And for a second I could Feel your hands in mine SWD 10/2020

Stone Bridges

While we construct our bridges Let us build them out of stone So if one day, they do burn They’re never truly gone If the dreaded day does come When you want me no more Say goodbye before you leave I won’t lock the door SWD 08/2017 Update 10/2020

Succulent

Like the succulent I left at work And couldn’t water for three months because of quarantine You, too, will grow more without me SWD 06/2020