I want to be comfortable with who I am

And tell everyone as I figure it out

But I don’t want to get myself labelled

I want to tell people how I have felt through these last few years

How hard it’s been

How tired I am

How much I want to settle into my office chair and take life day by day

How I want to stop worrying about my next step and just be where I am now

But what if where I am isn’t impressive enough

And I’m seen as the quitter

The has-been go-getter

NSTW 04/2018

I wanted to try a stream of consciousness poem (writing directly from my thoughts with only one edit). It turned out to be very honest and I like this style of writing.