I belittle myself during bouts of suicidal thoughts
Saying things like, “Why overreact? Drink some water. Walk it off.”
As if one day a switch will flip and it will just get better
I will grow out of my depression or wait for sunny weather
But the sun has been shining, flowers have been blooming
And they have yet to distract me from the hypothetical storm looming
SW 04/2018
you ok
worried after reading this…
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That is sweet. Thank you. Yes, I’ll be alright. Getting those thoughts out of my head and onto paper (or blog) has actually been really helpful. I have wonderful support at the moment that have been nothing but understanding. Actually, writing these thoughts out has made it easier to explain to people I love what is going on in my head.
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