Hypothetical Storm

I belittle myself during bouts of suicidal thoughts

Saying things like, “Why overreact? Drink some water. Walk it off.”

As if one day a switch will flip and it will just get better

I will grow out of my depression or wait for sunny weather

But the sun has been shining, flowers have been blooming

And they have yet to distract me from the hypothetical storm looming

SW 04/2018

2 Comments Add yours

  1. Dark Blue says:

    you ok
    worried after reading this…

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  2. shllyn says:

    That is sweet. Thank you. Yes, I’ll be alright. Getting those thoughts out of my head and onto paper (or blog) has actually been really helpful. I have wonderful support at the moment that have been nothing but understanding. Actually, writing these thoughts out has made it easier to explain to people I love what is going on in my head.

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